ExcerptFrom her window Kit Zanetti can see absolutely everything
that happens on Commerce Street. The name doesn't really suit the
street; it should be called Winding Trail, or Lavender Lane, or
Rue de Gem. Greenwich Village doesn't get any more enchanting than
this at night, with the puddles of blue light around the roots of
old trees that grow a few feet apart on either side of the street;
or any lovelier by day, when the sun bakes the connecting row houses,
none more than four stories high, some festooned in ivy, a few white
clapboard with black-licorice trim, and one storefront so old that
the brick façade has faded from maroon to pale orange. The
brownstone stoops are hemmed with old terra-cotta pots containing
whatever flowers grow in the shade, usually pink and white impatiens.
The sidewalks are uneven, the concrete squares like slabs of layer
cake. The shutters that swing from the windows are painted mottled
shades of cream and Mamie pink, a powdery peach tone not seen since
the Eisenhower administration (it appears the shutters have not
been painted since then, either).
This is the ideal home for a playwright, clusters of buildings
filled with stories and people whose quirks play out with small-town
regularity. Every morning Kit sits in the window while her coffee
brews, and witnesses the same scene. A petite woman with shocking
red hair walks a Great Dane as tall as she is, and as they turn
the corner, she yanks the leash, and he leaps into the air, setting
off the car alarm in the Chevy Nova. On the opposite corner, a bald
accountant in a suit the color of a Tootsie Roll emerges from his
basement apartment, looks up at the sky, takes a deep breath, and
hails a cab. Finally, the superintendent from the apartment building
across the street comes out of the foyer, hops on his stripped-down
bike (essentially two wheels connected by a coat hanger), throws
a broom over his shoulder, and rides off, looking very World War
II Italy.
There is a loud knock at the door. Kit is expecting her landlord
and super, Tony Sartori, to stop by and unclog her sink for the
tenth time this year. The tenants have never seen a professional
anybody (plumber, electrician, painter) with actual tools work in
the building. Everything in this building, from the wiring to the
gas to the pipes, is fixed by Tony with duct tape. The tape thing
became so funny that Kit cut out a magazine article about how Miss
America contestants create cleavage under their evening gowns by
hoisting their breasts with duct tape, and put it in her rent envelope.
Mr. Sartori never mentioned receiving the article, but he began
addressing Kit as Miss Pennsylvania.
"I'm coming," Kit calls out sweetly in the high-pitched,
grateful tone of a renter who doesn't want to be any trouble. She
opens the door. "Oh, Aunt Lu." Lu is not actually Kit's
aunt, but everyone in the building calls her "aunt," so
Kit does, too. Sometimes Lu leaves gifts for Kit outside the door-a
small bag of expensive coffee beans, a bar of lilac soap, a sample
box of tiny perfume bottles-with a note that says, "Enjoy!"
in big, cursive handwriting. The stationery, small ecru cards with
a gold "L" engraved on them, is uptown tasteful.
Lu smiles warmly. "How are you?" She lives upstairs in
the back apartment and is the only other single woman in Kit's building.
She's in her seventies, but she has the chic look of New York's
older ladies who stay in the moment. Her hair is done, her lipstick
applied in the latest shade of fiery fuchsia, and she wears a vintage
Hermès scarf wrapped around her neck and anchored by a sparkly
brooch. Aunt Lu is trim and small. Her perfume is spicy and youthful,
not flowery like a grandmother's.
"I thought you were Mr. Sartori," Kit says.
"What happened?" Lu peers into the apartment, expecting
to see water gushing from the ceiling or worse.
"The sink. It's clogged again. And it won't open up no matter
what I do. I plunged. I prayed. I used enough Drano to blow up Brooklyn."
"If I see Tony, I'll tell him to get up here and fix it immediately."
"Thanks." If anybody has an in with the landlord, it's
Aunt Lu. After all, she is a blood relative.
Aunt Lu pulls on her gloves. "I was wondering if you were
busy this afternoon. I'd love to have you up for tea."
She has never invited Kit up to her place. They both know and live
by the unwritten rules of apartment dwelling. It's best to keep
a distance from neighbors in a small building; cordial greetings
by the mailbox are acceptable, but beyond that it gets dicey, since
there is nothing worse than a fellow tenant who stops by too much,
chats too long, and borrows things. Kit says, "Thanks, but
I'm writing. Maybe we can do it another time."
"Sure, whenever you can, you let me know. I've been cleaning
out my apartment, and I have lots of things I think you might like"-Lu
looks around the apartment-"or could use."
Kit reconsiders. Nothing is more alluring than a free indoor flea
market without other customers to beat to the prizes. And Aunt Lu
reminds Kit of her own grandmother. She also seems self-sufficient
and has an air of discernment, something Kit would like to cultivate.
How many women can wear an enormous enamel dragonfly brooch and
pull it off? "Maybe I can make it around four."
"I would love that!" Lu says, smiling. "See you
then."
"How ya doin', Aunt Lu?" Tony Sartori asks as he climbs
the stairs to Kit's apartment.
"I'm fine, but Kit's drain has seen better days." Aunt
Lu winks at Kit as Mr. Sartori enters the apartment.
"Yeah, yeah, it's always something around here," he grouses.
Lu grabs the hand railing and makes her way down the narrow stairwell.
It's early October and not too chilly outside, maybe fifty degrees,
but Lu is already wearing her full-length mink coat, which drags
the stairs behind her like the cape of a duchess. No matter the
temperature, from September to June, Aunt Lu wears that mink coat.
"Come on in." Kit need not invite him, since he's already
in the bathroom. "Aunt Lu's a pretty lady," she tells
him, hoping to score some points.
"You kiddin' me? In her day, she was a looker. They say she
was the most bee-yoo-tee-ful gal in the Village."
"Really?"
"Yep. You said you had a leak."
"A clog. In the bathroom sink," Kit corrects him.
"Again?" he says in a tone that implies it's Kit's fault.
Tony Sartori is a small man with white hair and black eyebrows that
look like thick hedges. He looks enough like Gepetto, the gentle
cobbler in Pinocchio, to make Kit feel safe, but his vocal tone
is pure New York rasp, which scares her a little.
Kit laughs nervously. "Sorry. You know I spend my nights stuffing
the drain with olive pits so you have to spend your days fixing
it."
Tony Sartori looks as though he may yell, but he smiles instead.
"Remain calm, Miss Pennsylvania. I'll fix it."
Kit grins weakly but knows better. He'll plunge the sink and then
wrap some crappy tape around the hole in the pipe and return in
two weeks when the sticky stuff comes undone and she has another
flood.
"We might have to get a plumber this time," he says from
under the sink.
"Hallelujah!" Kit claps her hands together joyfully.
Sartori grips the sink and pulls himself to a standing position.
Kit's bathroom is wallpapered floor to ceiling with rejection letters
from every regional theater in the nation, from Alaska Rep to the
Wyoming Traveling Players. They are all variations of the same message:
good characters, good dialogue, but "you don't know how to
tell a story, Ms. Zanetti." Tony Sartori reads one and shakes
his head. "Don't you ever want to give up? I mean, with letters
like these, what's the point?"
"I'm getting better," Kit tells him.
"Maybe you are. But evidently there aren't a lot of people
out there in the theater world who think you can write a play."
Sartori shrugs. "Besides, what is the theater anymore? It's
not like it was. It used to be cheap and wholesome, dancing girls
and good music. Now it's too damn expensive. They herd you in like
cows, and then the seats are so small, you get a blood clot in your
leg before the first song is over. My wife loves that Phantom of
the Opera show. I thought it was all right. To me it's just a guy
in a mask scaring a girl with a good figure and then singing about
it."
"The reviews are in!" Kit says cheerfully. She is used
to the barbs, criticisms, and comparisons that come with her chosen
profession. Playwriting as a career is pathetic. A writer can't
make a living, and in this culture, plays are about as relevant
as glassblowing or whittling forks out of wood. Kit will keep these
thoughts to herself, since the last thing she needs is an artistic
standoff with Tony Sartori.
"That's just my opinion." Mr. Sartori spins the roll
of duct tape on his index finger and goes to the door. "Can
you hold off using the sink for a while?"
"How long? You know I do an intense beauty treatment each
night, and it requires running water to make the thick paste that
I trowel on to prevent premature wrinkles."
"That must be quite a sight. Use the kitchen sink for now."
"Yes, sir." Kit smiles. "Mr. Sartori?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you ever think anything I say is funny? Even just a little?"
"Not really."
Tony Sartori closes the door behind him, and Kit hears him chuckle
from the other side.
The Pink Teacup on Grove Street has the best coconut cake in the
city. Made from scratch, it's a yellow cake so moist, for a moment
it seems like it may not have cooked through. The batter is full
of tiny pineapple chips, and the icing is butter cream whipped so
light that the coconut curls sink into it. Juanita, the cook, likes
Kit because she raved about the cake in an online magazine piece.
Whenever Kit passes by, Juanita cuts her a slab for free. Today
Kit takes two slices, one for herself and one for Aunt Lu. As she
walks back toward home, she makes a mental note to add some dishes
to the article she is writing for Time Out, "Best Food in the
Village." The articles don't pay much, but the perks are fabulous-free
food in her favorite restaurants. So far her list includes:
Best Breakfast: the weekender at Pastis, on Ninth Avenue-includes
a basket of sticky buns, chocolate pané, cocoa bread, and
nut loaf followed by scrambled eggs with crispy home fries made
with onions and butter.
Best Lunch: the hamburger at Grange Hall, on the corner of Commerce
and Barrow, with a glass of robust red wine.
Best Sandwich: the tuna salad with a delicate paste of avocado
and sliced tomato at Elephant and Castle on Greenwich Avenue.
Best Dinner: Stefano's spaghetti pomodoro at Valdino West on Hudson
Street.
Best Comfort Food: garlic mashed potatoes at Nadine's on Bank Street.
Kit's neighborhood is often host to small literary tour groups
who wander around with their guidebooks, pointing out the brownstones
where Bret Harte and e. e. cummings lived, and the bar where Dylan
Thomas raised his last glass before passing out in a booth and meeting
his maker. Kit imagines creating an Eating Tour of the Village.
Literature vs. a good sandwich. She has a hunch her tour would draw
larger crowds.
Back home, Kit places the slices of cake in a Tupperware container
and settles down to work. It takes all of her willpower not to eat
the coconut cake before her four o'clock tea with Aunt Lu. She knows
she will spend most of the afternoon circling it like a lonely hawk
hovering over a platter of steak tartare in the desert. Of course,
this is what writers do when they're not writing: they walk in circles
around food and decide whether or not to eat it, as if taking a
bite will somehow make a bit of dialogue work or help create a missing
scene (it never does). This is why the Weight Watchers meetings
at Fourteenth Street and Ninth Avenue are packed with women writers,
including Kit, who has reached her goal weight twice in the last
year. Eating and writing are the husband and wife of creativity.
Promptly at four o'clock Kit climbs the stairs to Aunt Lu's apartment,
feeling triumphant about her two gorgeous uneaten slices of coconut
cake. She hopes hot tea and something sweet will get them through
the visit, since she can't imagine what she and Aunt Lu will talk
about.
Like most New Yorkers who live in walk-ups, Kit has never gone
above her own floor. Lu's fifth-floor landing has charm, and there's
a small skylight over a metal ladder that leads to the roof, resembling
a periscope on a submarine. Kit has always wanted to check out the
view, but the lease forbids tenants to go on the roof. The more
Kit thinks about it, the more she realizes that Tony Sartori is
stricter than her parents ever were. But it is worth a little suffering
to live on Commerce Street.
"Aunt Lu?" Kit calls out. The door is propped open with
a black iron kitten.
"Come in, darling."
Kit eases the door open slowly. "I brought . . ." She
looks around the chintz wonderland in awe. Every corner, nook, cranny,
and wall is filled with stuff.
"What, dear?" Lu says from the kitchen.
"Cake," Kit blurts. "From the Pink Teacup. It's
really good. I wrote about it. It's fresh daily. I hope you like
it."
"I've been there many times. The food is excellent."
Aunt Lu answers the whistling teakettle in her tiny kitchen while
Kit does a full turn and takes in the expanse. The walls are high,
and much of the ceiling is covered by a large skylight that slants
down, making an eave to a door that leads to the terrace. It has
begun to rain, and as the drops hit the glass, they tinkle like
music. Aunt Lu's canopy bed is covered by a chenille bedspread,
white with shaggy violets on scalloped trim. The furniture is precious
and frilly: a pale blue velvet love seat and two chintz slipper
chairs with a pattern of irises. The coffee table holds a collection
of silver mint-julep cups filled with tiny silk flowers.
"I have a lot of stuff, don't I?" Aunt Lu says from the
kitchen, chuckling.
"Yes, but it's all . . ." Kit struggles to describe what
she sees. "Interesting. Like you've lived-I mean, live-an interesting
life."
"Look around. Enjoy."
Kit skirts the furniture carefully. Every flat surface is covered
with knickknacks-two pink ceramic poodles with a gold chain connecting
them, tiny vases of Venetian glass, a jeweled letter opener, years
of collected clutter, bad gifts, inherited bric-a-brac, and sale
items too cheap to resist. Even the wallpaper says, "Old lady
lives here," with its fat cabbage roses on a crisscross trellis.
Kit feels overwhelmed, as though she is standing in the middle of
someone's hope chest, among layers and layers of stuff that has
meaning but no purpose.
Kit turns and faces the long wall of the apartment. It is lined
with red and white department-store gift boxes, each one with swirly
letters that say, "B. Altman's." The boxes at the top
have been faded by the sun, so their red is more brown than the
boxes stacked underneath.
In the corner next to the wall of boxes is a small end table dressed
with a lace doily. Arranged atop are several photographs in ornate
silver frames. In the center is an eight-by-ten color photograph
of a beautiful girl in a strapless gold lamé gown. The color
in the photo is intense and saturated, like that of an old movie
still. The young woman in the picture is around twenty-five, her
heart-shaped face creamy pink, her full lips in a light pink pout.
Her almond-shaped eyes are set off by long black eyelashes and perfectly
sculpted eyebrows, making her seem Egyptian or Italian. Something
exotic. "Who's the knockout?" Kit asks.
"That's me," Aunt Lu tells her. "When I was about
your age."
"Really?" Kit says, then immediately apologizes for her
tone. "I didn't mean that like it sounded. Of course it's you.
That's your face, for sure."
"No, no, I'm an old lady now, and that's over. It took awhile
for me to accept that. It's not easy to let go of your youth, believe
me."
"You would be on magazine covers today with your face. And
that body! I write for magazines sometimes, and they look for models
who have that."
"Have what, dear?"
"That quality. That golden kind of beauty, where each feature
is perfect and it adds up to something original. Your eyes are a
color of blue I've never seen before. And your lips, they're a cupid's
bow. And I don't mean to sound funny, but your nose is the best
I've ever seen; it's straight, and the tip goes up a little. That's
a feat for us Italian girls. Sometimes we end up with real honkers."
Aunt Lu laughs. "Well, thank you."
"No, no, it's true."
Lu takes the photograph from Kit and looks at it. "What a
night that was. New Year's Eve at the Waldorf. The McGuire Sisters
rang in 1951 with me, my boss, Delmarr, and my mother and father
at a front table at the foot of the stage. That was one of the best
nights of my life."
"You're breathtaking," Kit says.
"I was just lucky," Lu says, then adds, "You're
a pretty girl, too."
"Thanks. But my grandmother always says it doesn't matter
what a woman does to look young, when we hit seventy, we all wind
up looking like Mrs. Santa Claus."
Aunt Lu laughs. "It sounds like I'd get along fine with your
grandmother. Come sit down." She places a silver tray with
the cake, the teacups, a small pot of tea, sugar, and creamer on
a side table.
Kit leans back in the chair, which is so soft, the cushions must
be filled with down. She pours cream in her tea while she tries
to think of what to say next. "Is your real name Lucy?"
"No. Lucia." Aunt Lu says her name softly, with a perfect
Italian accent.
"Loo-chee-uh," Kit repeats. "Like the opera?"
Aunt Lu smiles, and Kit notices a deep dimple in her right cheek.
"Papa called me Lucia di Lammermoor."
"What did he do?"
"He owned the Groceria."
"On Sixth Avenue?" Kit leans forward in amazement. The
Groceria is revered as an authentic Italian market and is therefore
one of the biggest tourist traps in the city. It features all the
best imported staples, including Tuscan olive oil, fresh pastas,
and hanging salamis from every region. It sells cheeses from around
the globe, and mozzarella cheese made fresh daily that floats in
tubs of clear water like golf balls. The store is known for its
elaborate displays of breads, meats, and fish.
"Do you still own it?"
Aunt Lu frowns. "No, dear. It was sold about twenty years
ago. The family business is now centered around managing apartment
buildings."
"Tony Sartori owns other buildings?" Kit can't believe
that the king of duct tape would have other properties.
"He and his brothers. Tony is a real piece of work. So impatient.
That temper. The boys today are nothing like my father. Sometimes
they remind me of my brothers, but my brothers had respect for the
family. Today I'm lucky if they remember I live up here. I know
old people aren't terribly interesting to young people, but I am,
after all, their aunt, and their only connection to their father's
people."
Kit nods, feeling a little guilty. She hadn't been too excited
about spending any time up here, either.
Aunt Lu continues, "Tony is the eldest son of my eldest brother,
Roberto. Of course, my brother has been dead for many years."
"So, how many of you were there growing up?"
"I had four older brothers. I was the baby."
"What happened to them?"
"They're all gone. I'm the last of the original Sartoris.
I miss them, too. Roberto, Angelo, Orlando, and Exodus."
"Great names. Exodus. Were you all named after opera characters?"
"Just two of us." Aunt Lu smiles. "Do you like the
opera?"
"My grandmother does, and she passed it along to me. I've
offered to burn CDs of her record albums, and she won't let me.
She likes to stack them on her record player and let them drop and
play through, scratches and all. Gram thinks the scratches make
the music better."
Aunt Lu refills Kit's teacup. "You know, Kit, when you're
old, you like to hold on to all the little things that meant something
to you. It feels comfortable and right. Let her have her old ways.
They're her ways, you understand?"
"Yes, I do. Is that why you live in your nephew's building?
Or is the Sartori family holding out to make a big sale on the building,
and then you'll cash out and move uptown with a view of Central
Park?"
"Sure, sure. I'm holding out for my view of the park."
Aunt Lu smiles.
"I don't blame you. You should get something out of living
here. The place isn't exactly maintained, but I don't like to complain.
I'm afraid Mr. Sartori would throw me out."
"I know the feeling," Aunt Lu says quietly.
"Of course, my place is in worse shape than yours. My bathroom
wall is ready to cave in."
"How should they know how to take care of these properties
when everything they have was handed to them? I worked my whole
life, so I know the value of things."
"When did you stop working?"
"I retired in 1989 when B. Altman's closed. Of all the employees,
I had been there the longest, since 1945. They even gave me an award."
Lucia picks up an engraved crystal paperweight off the coffee table
and hands it to Kit.
"This is kind of like a perfect-attendance certificate in
high school."
"That's exactly right."
Kit returns the award to its place on the table. "You were
there so long. You must have liked your job."
"Oh, I loved it." As Aunt Lu remembers, her face is transformed.
Beneath the distinguished older woman she is now, Kit can see the
young woman with moxie and beauty. Kit is ashamed that she tried
to come up with an excuse to avoid this cup of tea. After all, Lucia
Sartori is no Greenwich Village kook like the guy on Fourteenth
Street who dresses up like Shakespeare and walks through Washington
Square Park broadcasting sonnets. Kit looks over into the alcove
where Lucia's mink coat hangs on a dress mannequin. The sleek black
fur looks almost new in what little light is coming through the
windows. The rain has stopped and left behind a late-afternoon sky
the color of a gray pearl.
"Aunt Lu? May I call you Lucia?"
"Absolutely."
"I've always wondered, since you wear it a lot, what's the
deal with the mink coat?"
Lucia looks off into the alcove. "The mink coat is the story
of my life."
"Well, Lucia, if it's not too much trouble, can you tell me
the story?" Kit picks up her cup of tea and settles back in
her chair as Lucia begins.
From the Trade Paperback edition.
Excerpted from Lucia, Lucia
by Adriana Trigiani Copyright © 2004 by Adriana Trigiani. Excerpted
by permission of Ballantine Books, a division of Random House, Inc.
All rights reserved. No part of this excerpt may be reproduced or
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